na; athousandbyeol.

27 ['99], gemini [16/6], she/her, infj-t, SEA; i write, edit and create sometimes.

head's up
low self-esteem and confidence, but i'm always on the journey to appreciate, love and be kind to myself. can be toxic and negative at times. very introverted (in addition to being absolutely weird and unpredictable). very passionate about the things i love and adore.

/about me/

loves writing, editing, reading, music, gardening, cooking, singing, [a lot of] yapping, analysing, watching movies at the cinema, blue & purple, colour-coding my attires, [slightly] ocd, language of colours and [occasionally] flowers, literature, arts, plushies. music is my love language. i write emotions in motifs and symbols. daydreaming about everything and nothing. i'm always open to talk 🩷 i often delete my posts because they're pure thought vomits, so, don't mind me 🥺


/let's be friends if:/

embrace love, similarities and differences. encourage positivity and healthy discourse. read purple prose/lyrical/literary fiction/introspective writing.


/maybe we shouldn't if:/

disrespectful. spreading baseless rumours and hate. negative. judgmental. hating on my beloveds.

'cause you really know me;

but you don't wanna know me.


/beloveds [thai]/

forcebook, jimmysea, juniormark, savefranc, seakeen, earthmix, pondphuwin, geminifourth, williamest, chokunaston, pahnfond, gawin caskey.


/beloveds [k-pop]/

exo (do kyungsoo), bts (kim seokjin), txt (kai kamal huening), enhypen (park jongseong), &team (asakura jo), plave (do eunho), cortis (eom seonghyeon), day6 (park sungjin), monsta x (sohn hyunwoo), got7 (mark tuan yi en).


/currently/

ㅤwatching:ㅤㅤ —
ㅤlistening:ㅤ2026 aoty(s) playlist, monthonsol playlist, barthtanrak playlist. savefranc playlist, bloom, in a dream, something to give each other.

loves
music
solitude
silence
colours
despises
dishonesty
irresponsibility
judgemental
egotistical

/nothing, everything./

"it's an overturn of the ocean avenue, an expansion of guiltless nights hovering around each other in circles, stifling days ignoring and pretending everything's normal, teetering on eggshells, talking from two opposite sides. about the weather. random exchanges about that one lecturer who likes giving last-minute assignments. extended chatters about the ordinary, even when their heads were on the pillows, ready to cave into sleep. and the distance grows shorter, day by day. casual remarks run emblazoned with deeper feelings, intended meanings. until the juncture of certitude breathes under the torn and weary, there's no more distance separating these two pillows beneath their heads."